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26 September 2005 @ 12:18 am
Okay, seriously. Who was the crackwhore who posted the video for Computer Camp Love Song? Because it is both the greatest and worst thing I have ever seen. This is why I shouldn't let files I download just sit on my desktop forever. *dies*

School is totally kicking my ass, and I'm freaking out accordingly. >.<

I gave blood today because I like watching. My blood was really warm, but it cooled down quickly. :P It is indeed a good idea to have a decent lunch beforehand a opposed to, say, half a yogurt and a Fruit Roll-Up. I'd like to point out that I had a sandwich earlier as well. Bite me, mild sickness.

I listened to Nimrod on the way to school and Insomniac on the way home, and I've decided that Insomniac is much better car music.

Top ten favourite GD songsCollapse )

Yes, I'm gearing up for GREEN DAY IN TWO DAYS OMG!1!! It's going to be fucking amazing.
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: "Every You Every Me"-Placebo
25 September 2005 @ 12:23 am
If there's one thing I hate, it's having to use a different pen half way through a letter. It looks so tacky. Also, typos in pen. I mean, seriously, did I just misspell my own name? Christ. Still, naughty letters are so much fun. The sadistic part of me derives pleasure in the fact that Mitch probably can't masturbate nearly as much as he'd like to. >:) It's his own damn fault for running off to spend four months on a boat.

I'm so exhausted, despite sleeping for 15 hours last night. Mmmm.

Oh! Because I'm far too lazy to scan my own pic of Mitchell and stealing bandwidth is fun: Yay. I swear it's impossible for him to not have totally random tan lines. *pets*

Whoo, Grün Tag (shut up) on Wednesday!1!! And then Serenity on Friday!1!! Omgz, best week evar.
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: "Starálfur"-Sigur Rós
24 September 2005 @ 04:49 pm
I'm crying over a woman I barely knew, chatted with a couple times, but appreciated her for everything she had done all the same. Oh my god. My jaw literally dropped when I read the post in the RPG I'm in.

Oh my god.
Current Mood: in shock
Current Music: "Grace Of God Go I"-Flogging Molly
18 September 2005 @ 12:44 am
Just watched Death To Smoochy and was reminded why Mitch thinks I'd run off with Edward Norton if I had the chance (I keep explaining that I would never run off - sharing is caring!).

MmmmCollapse )

Is anyone else hornier during their period? Hey, I'm pic!spamming sex, I'm allowed a little TMI.

... He kinda looks like Billy Boyd. Hrm. All my actor concubines look vaguely alike.

Live Tyler/Drew Barrymore?Collapse )

Oh, dude. hand_fetish. *humps* I'm All About the hand/wrist/veins in that area. Poor Mitch knows of my love for veins.

Hand porn kind of leads to smoking porn. Someday I will make a cancer stick pic!spam, with the obligatory SMOKING IS BAD, YO warning. I'd never smoke, anyway.

Provocateuse is love.
Current Mood: wouldn't mind the boy back right about now
Current Music: "Cold Cold Water"-Mirah
16 September 2005 @ 11:46 pm
Mitch just called, and we got to actually speak. He's about to get on a train to some other place in Spain. I got more excited than him, because trains are awesome. Knowing what's going on is awesome. Hearing his voice is awesome.

He won't ask me the goddamn question he wants to ask. This is hard to explain because he's being purposely vague. Ass. He knows I'm going to obsess over it.

PS: I think John is whistling in this song. It's awesome (omg get me a thesaurus).
Current Mood: lovedloved
Current Music: "Hot Tubs and Tool Sheds (acoustic)"-Straylight Run
16 September 2005 @ 11:07 pm
My LJ layout is called "Pink Punk." It's horrible, but I'm strangely in love with it. WTF. I don't even like pink.

I was so stressed yesterday, I couldn't stop crying. I'm losing it. Some of my issues are real, some are me just making it worse. I miss Mitch.

I took the day off from everything for a while. I woke up about once an hour last night to go pee. Seriously, I had no fucking clue my bladder was that big. I pissed the Mediterranean Sea. That, watching my phone obsessively because I will not miss another call from Mitch, and random cold sweats/over heating kept me from sleeping as much as I had planned.

I actually feel sick now, and look it. BAH. I started my period last night as well, and why is my body suddenly immune to any and all pain relievers? Except sweet, sweet Codeine (shhh) who helped me sleep.

Mum and I sat around for an hour at the walk-in clinic only to find out I'm short and I don't have strep throat. :/

I'm really excited about my present for Martin - a brand new vacuum! YES! I despise our vacuum.

You know how John's voice cracks during one of the no's in "Dignity And Money"? Yeah, that's why Straylight Run owns a bit of my soul. That is the sound of love. They cause such a deep joy in me and compliment my down moods quite nicely. I love how his voice was all "I just left a screamo band and now I have to sing?" in the demos, but on the album he can hit notes and most times without cracking! But my favourite parts are the cracking, so it's all good. Sogood.

I'm feeling okay right now. Mitch has written another letter and is just waiting for a place to send it, and he wrote a short e-mail that made me inexplicably comforted.

Sometimes I just can't explain
All the ways you devastate me
Always on my mind
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: "Costello (Bonus Song)"-Straylight Run
12 September 2005 @ 09:34 pm
ZORB. Zorb! Zorbzorbzorb. It's only, like, the greatest thing ever. OMG. And the only one in the US is in Austin. WTF, man? I'd rather go to the one in New Zealand.

Mwahaha. This is my new goal in life. To Zorb. They won't sell Zorbs to people because they suck, so I guess I can... h0r myself on reality television.

I am so sick in that incredibly lame/irritating stuffy-nose-no-breathing-allowed way. I'm snorting my own snot like it's cocaine. Sux0rz.

Some people in front of me decided to randomly stop while driving. If I had been any closer to the car in front of me, I would have rear-ended him. And if the giant fucking pickup with overly compensating GIANT TIRES OF DOOM had been any closer, I wouldn't be typing this because I would be crush like a bug. I burned rubber trying to stop, too. *sigh* I need new tires. And my brakes checked. And... oil change? I can't remember.

But that doesn't matter! Because I got Mitch's letter! It's wonderful, mostly because he wrote a letter so he could actually tell me stuff besides "French computers suck running out of time I love you" but with the a's replaced by q's. Those funny French people! German keyboards are a pain in the ass as well. Is there even a @ symbol? I had to copy and paste it to get into my mail, because I couldn't find one.

Let's see. He's trying to start a Dungeons and Dragons club (*dies*), there's awful lot of painting to be done on the ship, somehow someone is playing country and his ears are bleeding, he's been on the upper square sail (*stares blankly*) during a goddamn storm, and his mad guitar skillz are improving. He's going to be a soulful singer/songwriter. :P In certain places I had to stare at words for a full minute; it's like he has seizures while writing which, okay, me too.

I <333 Straylight Run. Just sayin'.

I'm so tired. ;_;
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: "A Slow Descent"-Straylight Run
09 September 2005 @ 11:38 pm
Musik meme from _b00Collapse )

I'm really, really depressed. It's annoying, because I don't like being moody all the time and crying for no good reason. Or the constant worrying.

We hung Mitch's blanket that reeks of dog outside to air it out a couple days ago. Then, last night, the weather decided to go OMGWTFSTORM!1!! which was pretty awesome. I woke up at, like, 5 AM to thunder that sounded like bombs and infrequent flashes of light. So great. The bad news is that his blanket blew off the line and into the bushes where it was promptly dowsed in buckets of rain water. >.<

Martin somehow stuffed the bastard in the drier, which dried the parts on the outside but not the soggy middle. Another >.< So now it smells like wet, warmed over dog. I hung it on the door and attacked it with Febreeze - had to have used almost half the bottle! So much hate.
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: "Far Away Boys"-Flogging Molly
09 September 2005 @ 07:17 am
I'm not going to get him for Christmas, am I?
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: "Disappearing Boy"-Green Day
06 September 2005 @ 05:42 pm
From beckzzz

Look at your LJ "interests" list. If you have fewer than 50 interests, pick every fifth one. If you have between fifty and seventy-five interests, pick every seventh one. If you have over seventy-five interests, pick every tenth one. If you have fewer than ten, pick all of 'em. List them on your LJ, and tell everyone exactly what it is about these things that interests you so much.

Why am I a slave to the meme?Collapse )

That was boring. I need better interests.

Aunt Heather sent along the prettypretty picture of Mitch and I in the birthday card for Mum. Which reminded me that I need to make/buy a card for me mam. *worst daughter ever* And, fuck, Martin too. Why do their birthdays have to be within a week of each other?!

Mitchell sent me a letter from Spain-ish today. When will it arrive, I wonder?

Every version of this song except the original is sexy. Poor Depeche Mode... maybe that's why they're so emo. :P

I love my mood theme. I wanna finish it, but the LJ whore cannot be paid.
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: "Personal Jesus"-Johnny Cash